War of nerves

Monday on the line when you know that now's the time
To leave and be free aware of your destiny
When that moment arrives worlds visions through the mind
And all I see Is what used to be
My life consumed be a memory

I don't ever wanna feel pain
Wanna be ready when you call my name
I don't ever wanna feel fear
Cuz every night feels alright when your near

Battle through this wall of nerves when your life it takes a turn
What I have is what I feel well in my mind your lying here
Fear that en holy trail there's a piece of me in all he said
All kinds are fixed up inside my head
The stage freight in my own bed

I don't ever wanna feel pain
Wanna be ready when you call my name
I don't ever wanna feel fear
Cuz every night feels alright when you near

Don't wannabe like a voice without words
(Cuz I need you here with me)
Don't wannabe unwilling this way (Will I surpress my fears)
And will I be, this war of nerves

I don't ever wanna feel pain
Wanna be ready when you call my name
I don't ever wanna feel fear
Cuz every night feels alright when you near
I don't ever wanna feel pain
When it's over will I feel the same
I don't ever wanna feel fear
This war of nerves that I reserved
For when your here
I don't ever wanna feel pain
I'm feeling hurt but I feel no shame
I don't ever wanna feel fear

Do I deserve these cruel words we have here?